Four Weeks Annual Leave. Fourteen Weeks School Holidays. Excellent.

How New Zealand’s school holiday system manufactures parental guilt, couple conflict and family stress.

A brief disclaimer before we begin: If you made the excellent life choice not to have children, none of what follows applies to you. Please enjoy your disposable income, annual leave and mysteriously uninterrupted weekends.

Also, this is not my usual fare of sex, relationships and psychology. This is a rant. Admittedly, it is a rant with a family-systems argument buried underneath it, because apparently I am incapable of being furious about something without eventually turning it into a clinical formulation.

School Holidays: A Completely Normal Way to Organise a Society

There are few things New Zealand society takes more seriously than the wellbeing of children.

Which is presumably why, several times a year, we close all the schools and leave their parents to sort it out.

Welcome to the New Zealand school holidays, a charming national tradition in which children are released from school for approximately fourteen weeks a year and everybody with a job is expected to patch together childcare with the same national optimism we apply to housing.

Fourteen weeks.

Their parents, meanwhile, receive four.

I realise this arrangement has apparently satisfied everyone for decades, but I have identified a potential systems issue.

Obviously, the preferred solution is that you spend the school holidays Making Memories.

You know the memories.

There’s always a photo of a woman in linen pants walking barefoot down a beach while two children run joyfully ahead of her. Nobody in these photographs appears to have a job.

There are no laptops.

Nobody is saying, “Mummy just needs you to stop talking to me for literally nine minutes.”

The children are never fighting over a stick.

And Mum is certainly not answering an email while hiding behind a pōhutukawa because she told the children they were having “device-free family time”.

The implication is that a good parent should want to spend every school holiday with their children.

Every beautiful bloody minute.

I love my partner. I do not require fourteen weeks of uninterrupted contact with him to prove it.

In fact, if he followed me around the house asking for snacks, telling me he was bored and periodically shouting my name from another room without any subsequent information, our relationship would be in considerable danger.

But children are different.

You are supposed to treasure it.

And if you cannot take fourteen weeks off work because you enjoy luxuries such as electricity and housing, you can send them to a school holiday programme.

School holiday programmes are where parental aspiration goes to die.

The brochures promise:

ADVENTURE WEEK!

CREATIVE EXPLORERS!

SPORTS, GAMES AND FRIENDSHIP!

Then you arrive and discover 46 children in a community hall with fluorescent lighting, two exhausted (stoned?) 19-year-olds and a plastic tub containing three Uno decks, one of which is missing the green seven.

Your child looks at you.

You look at your child.

Both of you know exactly what is happening.

You are abandoning them at minimum-security prison because you have a 10 a.m. meeting.

“Look!” you say, with the deranged enthusiasm of a hostage negotiator. “They’ve got crafts!”

Your child looks at the folding table containing PVA glue and six pipe cleaners.

They look back at you.

You have betrayed them.

You leave anyway.

Because capitalism.

There are premium programmes, of course, where your child can experience robotics, kayaking or Minecraft engineering for approximately the same daily rate as a junior barrister.

Then there’s the other great school-holiday institution: the arcade.

I used to wonder why modern arcade halls increasingly contain bars.

I no longer wonder.

The bar is not an additional amenity.

The bar is the business model.

Somewhere, an extremely perceptive entrepreneur looked at a warehouse containing 70 children, 400 flashing machines and something repeatedly screaming JACKPOT!, and thought:

The adults are going to need alcohol.

Correct.

You load $50 onto a plastic card so your child can spend 38 minutes winning enough tickets to purchase a rubber spider worth … eleven cents.

Meanwhile, you contemplate the astonishing chain of life decisions that has led you to drinking sauvignon blanc beside a Dance Dance Revolution machine at 2.17 p.m. on a Tuesday.

This is parenting now.

And all of this is funny until you don’t have grandparents nearby.

Because the entire school holiday system quietly assumes the existence of Grandma.

Grandma is the load-bearing wall of the New Zealand economy.

Grandma collects children. Grandma takes them to the movies. Grandma has them overnight. Grandma says, “Of course they can stay another day.”

If you have two sets of enthusiastic grandparents nearby, congratulations. You have unlocked Parenting Premium.

If you have siblings, aunties, uncles or friends who can take the kids, excellent. You have a village.

If you have none of those things?

You’re f*cked.

There is no village.

There is you.

There is your calendar.

There is your annual leave balance displaying 3.5 days.

And there is a seven-and-a-half-week summer holiday approaching with the calm inevitability of a meteor.

So you pay for childcare and feel guilty for sending them.

Work from home and feel guilty for ignoring them.

Let them have screens and feel guilty about screens.

Take leave and spend it calculating how much work is accumulating while you make a sandcastle you did not want to make.

Or you attempt the popular hybrid model, where you work and parent simultaneously.

This involves saying:

“Yep.”

“Wow.”

“That’s amazing.”

“Give me ten minutes.”

“No.”

“Because I’m working.”

“Please stop hitting your brother.”

“I SAID AFTER THIS CALL.”

while typing Kind regards to somebody.

By day four, everyone is feral.

The children have watched nine hours of YouTube.

You have developed a twitch.

Lunch is crackers.

And somebody on Instagram is posting School Holiday Magic from a bach in Ōhope.

F*ck off, Rebecca.

And then everyone starts hating each other

This is where an impossible childcare system becomes a relationship problem.

Parents compensate for their guilt by organising activities they cannot afford, driving everybody to the zoo, agreeing to sleepovers nobody will sleep at, and spending $140 creating Family Memories™, only for one child to announce in the car park that it was “really boring”.

The parent loses their shit.

The child cries.

The parent feels terrible.

The parent apologises.

The child asks for a snack.

It is 10.43 a.m.

There are 39 days remaining.

Meanwhile, routines disappear. There is more screen time, more sibling contact, less structure and fewer predictable transitions. Houses become homes, offices, childcare centres, restaurants and small psychiatric facilities simultaneously.

Then we wonder why everyone is fighting.

But the really impressive part is what school holidays can do to a couple.

Because those missing ten weeks of childcare do not distribute themselves.

Someone absorbs them.

Then two people are standing in the kitchen performing increasingly sophisticated calculations about whose career is apparently more disposable.

“I took three days last holidays.”

“Yes, but I’ve got that presentation.”

“I have patients.”

“You can move them.”

“I moved them last time.”

“I DON’T HAVE ANY LEAVE LEFT.”

And suddenly two people who once had sex on a kitchen bench are holding a hostile bilateral summit in hissed whispers about who is taking Thursday.

Nothing keeps erotic desire alive quite like arguing over a Google Calendar titled TERM 3 HOLIDAYS FINAL FINAL V2.

Then there is the invisible labour.

Someone researched the programme. Someone knows registrations open at 7 a.m. and that if you log in at 7.06 your children will apparently never experience gymnastics. Someone organised the playdates, packed the lunches, remembered wheels day, found the scooter, discovered the helmet no longer fits and bought another fucking helmet.

School holidays don’t create domestic inequality.

They put it under stadium lighting.

By the end of week two, one person is thinking:

I have organised absolutely everything.

The other is thinking:

Why are you so angry with me?

Excellent.

Now let’s have sex.

It is remarkably difficult to feel erotic towards someone you currently experience as another person requiring management.

It is also remarkably difficult to feel erotic towards yourself when you are exhausted, overstimulated and haven’t been alone since the previous fiscal quarter.

At some point your partner calls his penis “nuu-doo”, which is unfortunately the sort of word you use for things belonging to the children.

You are immediately less attracted to him.

This is administratively impressive, as you weren’t particularly attracted to him beforehand.

He doesn’t like you.

You don’t like you either.

At least the relationship has a shared value system.

By January, the children have been home since approximately the Industrial Revolution.

The adults haven’t had sex since November.

Everyone has spent $4,000.

And somehow you’re meant to emerge from this experience rested.

The ten-week care gap

This is where we make a structural problem personal.

Why am I so impatient with my children? Why don’t I enjoy this more? Why are we fighting? Why don’t I want sex? Why can’t we cope when everyone else seems to be having a lovely break?

Maybe because you are trying to solve an unsolvable equation.

New Zealand has constructed an economy based on adults working approximately 48 weeks a year and an education system based on their dependants being unavailable for approximately fourteen of them.

Nobody appears particularly concerned about the missing ten weeks.

Presumably Grandma has them.

But children needing fourteen weeks away from school does not mean they need fourteen weeks away from every other piece of publicly supported infrastructure while their parents somehow manufacture ten additional weeks of annual leave.

We don’t have a school-holiday problem.

We have a ten-week care gap.

And New Zealand’s apparent policy for filling it is:

Families will figure something out.

Perhaps Grandma can do it.

Perhaps one parent can quietly sacrifice their career.

Perhaps you can spend several thousand dollars on holiday programmes.

Perhaps your employer won’t mind your eight-year-old appearing beside you during a Zoom meeting wearing only underpants and asking whether you’re allowed to say “fuck” at school.

Perhaps you can work at night.

Perhaps you can use all your annual leave and hope nobody wants an actual holiday later.

Perhaps two working parents can pass the children backwards and forwards like a diplomatic hostage while maintaining employment, a mortgage, a relationship and the vague appearance of psychological stability.

Something will work out.

And when it doesn’t, we don’t call it a failure of infrastructure.

We call it a family struggling.

That distinction matters.

Because when the ten-week care gap isn’t covered by public infrastructure, families become the infrastructure.

The cost gets paid in lost income, holiday programme fees, career compromises, parental guilt, resentment and sometimes in the relationship parents have with their children.

Then we convert the logistical impossibility into a moral one.

Too much holiday programme?

Bad parent.

Too many screens?

Bad parent.

Worked through the holidays?

Bad parent.

Spent the whole fortnight with them but secretly wanted to crawl into the pantry with a bottle of wine and close the door?

Also bad parent.

Perhaps parents are not failing at school holidays.

School holidays are failing parents.

That is not an argument for children spending another ten weeks in classrooms.

Children need holidays. Teachers need holidays. Childhood desperately needs periods in which nobody is measuring, assessing, extending, enriching or optimising it.

But children needing a break from formal education and parents needing to remain employed are two entirely separate propositions that we have somehow bundled together for administrative convenience.

The answer is not more school.

It is care.

Schools and community facilities could remain available during significant parts of the holidays, staffed separately from teachers, with properly funded programmes based around play, music, nature, sport, art, swimming, bush activities, making things and doing absolutely bugger all of educational significance.

Teachers get their holidays.

Children get their holidays.

Parents remain employed.

Revolutionary stuff.

Until then, perhaps parents can stop treating survival as a moral test.

Send them to the shitty holiday programme.

Let them watch the movie.

Use the iPad.

Take them to the arcade.

Buy yourself a drink.

And if a grandparent cheerfully says, “I can take them for a couple of days,” do not waste time pretending to consider it.

Put the children in the car.

Drive away.

Do not look back.

Grandma has them now.

But perhaps we could stop designing family life around the assumption that somewhere, just outside the frame, stands a healthy, retired, financially comfortable grandmother who lives twelve minutes away and has been waiting her entire life to supervise Minecraft for seven and a half weeks.

Grandma is wonderful.

Grandma is not infrastructure.

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